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Personal / Universal

by Barrie Gellis & Matt Comegys

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1.
walking down the sidewalk with dickie chewing talk and holding a beer walking in the dark back of clearview jerry’s candy store is always near sun went down some hours ago all the parked cars are crowding the street backing up on utopia parkway we’re looking for our friends to meet there’s ricky and robes and there’s larry tossing cigarettes to the ground by the cars that are crowding the corner passing that one lit joint around Gloria pizza and Scotty’s are closed now the Riv has turned off its light Jack-in-the-Box McDonald’s and Wetson’s the only ones left not to bite store fronts are closed-our lives are still open no where to reach but make love or sleep regardless of choice it becomes the next day we all press reset and then we repeat what are we gonna do later? buy cheap wine at the liquor store two doors down from the closed jewish deli we can’t afford to buy much more gallo port’s green bottle has joined us lips dripping the sweet red flow eyes looking for dans-skinned joyce is she here or where did she go? let’s go down to 209 school yard night or day it’s always been there with benches by the cement chess boards always filled of kids with long hair Gloria pizza and Scotty’s are closed now the Riv has turned off its light Jack-in-the-Box McDonald’s and Wetson’s the only ones left not to bite the night tide of streetlamp’s neon gives off a comforting glow of sorts sweeps over chipped wooden green benches lining both of the basketball courts not enuf girls now are here tho at least not the ones we know well so let’s check out the bay and the hillside since there’s no other place we can go many folks on blankets in circles throgs neck bridge, bay and the moon there’s joyce and joanne and there’s vicky anne marie and amy’s there too store fronts are closed-our lives are still open no where to reach but make love or sleep regardless of choice it becomes the next day we all press reset and then we repeat mark’s singing a song in the wind now his voice swirls like clouds and like smoke but it’s getting way past 4 am now so we all have to share one last toke i haven’t seen joyce now for decades same with ricky and the other mates larry and bobby and dickie and mark are now buried in all diferent states but i still see their smiling faces those alive and those who passed on in the dome light of my red Datsun as the night gives its way to the dawn Gloria pizza and Scotty’s are closed now the Riv has turned off its light Jack-in-the-Box McDonald’s and Wetson’s the only ones left not to bite store fronts are closed-our lives are still open no where to reach but make love or sleep regardless of choice it becomes the next day we all press reset and then we repeat
2.
Won’t you follow me softly Where the gold sun rises And the morning glories grow To giant sizes. The first sight of light Marks the ending of night And the yellow breeze comfortably lies. We could forget about the claws. We could forget all the quarrels. We could forget about the brawls And forget all the sorrows. We could forget the tongues of tortures That marked the tortured fight And we forget the blackened skies That marked the endless night. The stars in the skies Come from shattered fears Crystallizing endlessly Till the morning sun appears. Won’t you follow me softly Where the gold sun rises And the morning glories grow To giant sizes.
3.
the drooling dripping hands of death the morbid whisper in my ear the bleeding blade within my breast the hummingbird's secret hidden fear the sweaty wrists of sinews strong the pumping pulsing tongue and song an ancient search in lava breath i shake the secret hand of death the nightmare claw of glistened stone the long lost wail of missing home the plasmic mist, the corpse's breath i know the dirge of love and death
4.
the mediums tell you to keep it cool metaphysical mountain have love their rule but we are not mountains we’re landscapes of skin we nourish from rainbows… our emotions within is that anger a flower? just feel it proud let all flowers grow they are all allowed some are not prisons while others are keys the meadows your home rain, sun and breeze you see your reflection in lighting and moon that smiles through tears and laughs at the tomb
5.
As lightning hitching from the stars You came into my room. The rain was beating on my roof In morse code spelling gloom. You took a plastic covering And spread it round and round. The beating of the raindrops Then ceased to make a sound. A miracle occurred Like a magic hole in one And sent my long depression Swiftly on the run. Your face it did appear As did any other face, But with a kind acceptance Of what would cause disgrace To a high and mighty family Or an intern on the rise. This is what finally pierced thru My indifferent disguise. Like money in my pocket You appeared when needed most, You encouraged my development Then left me like a ghost.
6.
I cannot be a martyr or aid you in your quest, I'm tired of the fighting I simply want to rest I understand my weaknesses Its not the time to care, I don't want to cry again. I will not take your dare. Now you are unsettled. I know you're not to blame But you must calm the storms you face. I cannot play that game. I need time to get some rest Your burdens I can't bare. I do not to want to cry again. I will not take your dare. I know the road tho bumpy Is with excitement filled. I'd feel so elated Then have the pleasure killed. But I cannot take these changes, I don't care for their flare. I don't want to cry again. I will not take your dare. You offer me a future Of roses and perfume, But getting to that pedestal I’d have to face my doom Its not that I don't love you. I'm not saying that its fair. I just don't want to cry again. I will not take your dare.
7.
You are the tightness and you are the tautness And you are the handles that hold things in place. You are the lightness that guides our thought inwards And you are the angel who falls on his face. You are the coming of men in their beauty. You are the sighing of smiles and pain. You are the growing of trees and the coming Of flowers and dying of cotton in rain. You are the rollings of trees and axles. You are the foldings of lives gone astray. You are the knowing and you are the knower. You are the known grown so yang and so gay. You are the rhythms of breathing and gazing. You are the softness of thighs and of breasts. You’re the discomfort that keeps grandpa snoring. You are the riches found hidden in chests. You are the farmings and you are the flowings And you are the soother of sorrows and screams. You are the lotion and you’re the forgiveness. You are the answer to everyone’s dream.
8.
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when i wish for tomorrow i think of you today the pebbles that i leave behind are all pointing your way your face it is a life raft and your arms are like the rope they lift me from the dead of night and lower me into hope i see the sun at twilight when all believe what’s next is black you call me like the ocean and i’m never coming back we’ll ride the seas of timelessness and anchor in the now that anchor lasts forever and our two hearts sing this vow when i wish for tomorrow i think of you today the pebbles that i leave behind are all pointing your way
9.
we don’t really know who we don’t really know why we think we know something when we remember and cry someone killed someone to cover it up it always happens that way there’s a lie and a lie and a lie and a lie and we remember and cry there was kennedy and grenada so soon and no truth... forget things long gone by yet we remember and cry
10.
the colors may shine in a new better day it takes one at a time to make things that way it’s always one person to make the difference: the car on the road and not thru your fence chorus: one person is the masses one leaf the canopy one person at a time starts with you and me it’s due to the driver behind the wheel one person at a time makes everything real chorus: one person is the masses one leaf the canopy one person at a time starts with you and me
11.
it’s a matter of inches every damn day we live or we die by what comes our way it’s a matter of inches a miss by a hair is a miss by a mile when there’s a landing we hope we can smile it’s a matter of inches the impact is great whether joyful or grave it’s a matter of inches to be saved or to save it’s a matter of inches
12.
the fragile tree of human skin will grow thru mud and bleed to win the piercing sun of human eyes illumines truth and sees thru lies the yearning soul of human hands weaves thru the dark before it lands
13.
O murderers! O murderers! Cease your current ways and come to your senses. There's no time for delays. The years are flying by but you never seem to age. From stones to atom bombs you're controlled by others’ rage. Each of you is a weapon, a killer protecting a fool, leading you in his blindness, using you for his tool. You’re fighting men just like yourselves with a family and a child or two. How can you hate your victims, Men that you never knew? Your fighting is growing and spreading, but peace will never be won by continuous countless violence. EACH SOLDIER MUST PUT DOWN HIS GUN. The same way a friend of yours gets hit with a bullet in his spine, happens to others by bullets from you and someone says, "He was a friend of mine." That friend of his and that friend of yours is "that friend" of all mankind, and the grief you feel you also cause for others, who get left behind, who get left behind by a father or son who went off to fight in a war, and hated and killed as they were told to do, men that they never saw.
14.
Who killed the AME nine? And who will the bells toll for next time? “Not I,” said the politician. “It had nothing to do with my position. I’m just one man who tries to be The one who keeps us strong and free; Who knows we all need protection That’s what I say at my election. It’s not me who killed them all. You can’t blame me at all.” “Not I,” said the radio host Who screams to take back this land the most From those blacks who want to live On welfare as they rape our kids; Who bite the hand that holds them down So they can’t sell drugs all over town. “It’s not me who killed them all. You can’t blame me at all.” “Not I,” said the corporate press. “We’ve nothin’ to do with this bloody mess. We just repeat whatever we’re told Doin’ so just never grows old. We tell big lies to keep our jobs. But we don’t wanna incite any ugly mobs Or deranged souls who hears our voice. What he does is just his choice. “No it wasn’t us who killed them all. You can’t blame us at all.” “Not I,” said the Reverend proud Who preaches hate and vengeance loud. “Who wants the sinner? No one does. It’s God’s Word now as it always was. The Lord he knows what’s going on down. You can’t look at His work and frown. “It wasn’t us who killed them all. You can’t blame us at all.” “Not I,” said the GOP. “We just want us to be free From high tax rates, moral decay That now infects the USA. We don’t need to help the Other We just wanna love you, brother. It’s not us who killed them all. You can’t blame us at all.” “Not I,” said the TV host Who needs the old days back the most When poor were poor and blacks polite “Sometimes the Klan came out at night. That may have been a little problem. But it faced troubles and it solved them. It wasn’t me who killed them all. You can’t blame me at all.” “Not I,” said the NRA. “No one listens to what we say. That’s why we have to talk so long ‘Cause everyone things that guns are wrong. We need more guns so we can be All safe in this society. It’s killers who shoot up the town ‘Cause no one’s there to put ‘em down. It wasn’t us that killed them all. You can’t blame us at all.” “Not I,” said his mom and dad Who gave their child the gun he had Held in his hand inside the walls As “Jesus” echoed in the halls As they spoke It loud and clear To say that love is what lives here. “It wasn’t us who killed them all. You can’t blame us at all.” “Not I,” said the young blond man Who went to church with gun in hand. “I shot them dead; yes it’s true. But it was something I had to do. Black is black and white is white. To keep it that way is always right. We all must save our land and flag From those who see it as a rag. It wasn’t me who killed them all. I just answered everyone’s call.
15.
we bought the emperor's new clothes who cares if it's wintertime? if frostbite attacks our toes we'll declare freezing a crime we bought the emperor's new chef who cares if the food's not safe? if we get sick or poisoned we have the waiters to strafe we bought the emperor's new maps who cares if pages are blank? if you say we don't belong we'll correct you with a tank we bought the emperor's new bed who cares if dreams fall apart? if you have trouble sleeping try a bullet thru your heart
16.
evil knows no color humans all bleed red eyes filled with compassion cry over the dead but harmful hands do care about what their eyes do see and deeds prompted by color have fed our misery with silence evil festers and motivates the cruel to feed the tearful mourners their violence-laden gruel but cold eyes of blinking fan the flames of hate more so than the vicious whose fists create the fate i’m as guilty as the next my silence clears the way and we are all the felons who see another day as one hand holds a weapon and one mind holds the rage and one more person’s murdered and taken from our cage

about

This album is a journey. Well, two journeys which are ONE: Our Personal Journey and our Universal Journey. How are the two journeys one? Personal journeys are universal because all of the attached emotions and feelings to the journeys are universal. Personal journeys are also personal because we react to these universal emotions in our unique, intimate, private, and personal ways. In other words, different personal events and/or experiences may evoke different personal emotions and feelings—based on our backgrounds, cultures, nationalities, ages, genders, family and life experiences, and local and world events. But the emotions and feelings that are evoked are universal.

For example: Joy is joy. So, one person may feel joy because they have learned correctly how to hunt for food in the jungle. Another person may feel joy because they finally bought the concert tickets for which they’ve been waiting. The joy is prompted by different events in different cultures and countries. But the joy ITSELF that is felt is UNIVERSAL. Therefore, you can see how personal (joy) is also universal (joy).

This album is divided into two parts to reflect this concept: Side One is the Personal and Side Two is the Universal. The two are ONE as they are connected by universal emotions and feelings. This actually is not so unusual. This is what we do with something else we all share: The 24-hour day. The day is ONE.

Yet, we divide it up into two parts—day and night. And we each react to the 24-hour day differently yet share it with the rest of the world. And this album is about how we each react to our emotions and feelings differently—yet share them with rest of the world.

SIDE ONE: PERSONAL

1. Walking in the Dark Back of Clearview--A personal late-1960s hippie journey thru my Queens, NY, neighborhood, in which you may find and feel your own teen journey.

2. First Sight of Light: During your teen journey, you put your vulnerability on the line, and for the first time finally express the love feel for another.

3. The Drooling Dripping Hands of Death—But death comes along to tragically separate you two as it catches you in its nightmare claws.

4. The Mediums Tell You—So you turn to spirituality and mediums to deal with your grievous loss and find yourself again.

5. A Miracle Occurred—And a miracle occurs when you least expect it. You find and feel love again—but it ends in heartbreak!.

6. I Will Not Take Your Dare—Timid and afraid of love now, you turn relationships away--not wanting to cry again--you dare not love..

7. You Are the Landscape—But this depression and fear finally lifts when you find someone in whom you see the world’s goodness.

8. Deborah—This someone is named Deborah—and has a happy ending.

SIDE TWO: UNIVERSAL

1. The Mystery of History—We all share history and world events full details of which we never fully know.

2. One at a Time—This shared history including all that happens to each person worldwide is always because of one person’s actions at any given point in time: Each leaf is part of the canopy

3. It’s a Matter of Inches—Also, for all of us around the world, it is often just a matter of inches that create daily events in which we may live or die.

4. Soul of Human Hands—And when tragedy strikes, our human fragility has its own hidden strength to survive and carry on.

5. Poem of the Wandering Pleader—Humans worldwide fall prey to the ravages and suffering of war despite those who try to enlighten us to finally stop the killing.

6. Who Killed the AME Nine? – And there are also the “private” mass-murder neighborhood wars that destroy families and even kill people while praying in church—yet no one takes the blame.

7, The Emperor’s New Clothes—On a grand scale, government around the world keep the suffering alive by oppressing people and hiding the truth.

8. It’s Been One Person Too Late For Thousands of Years—And all along there are people do care but often they care too late to prevent the tragedy and suffering.

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released May 4, 2023

Produced by Matt Comegys
Executive Producer: Barrie Gellis

Lyrics by Barrie Gellis / Music by Matt Comegys

Recorded in Matt in Ueda, Japan in 2021-2022

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Engroovied psychedelia emanating from the mountains of Central Japan. Electrick Sages is the going concern with a blend of art-rock, electronica and funk. Glaze of Cathexis was our long-running concern of shoegazin' psych rock while Damage Tape make up our earlier forays into (often analog) electronic sound. Do join us for the tryp of dreams. ... more

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